That no matter how far down this road I get, no matter how many pounds or inches I lose, this feeling of fatness never goes away.  The days come and go, but more often than not, I find myself staring down at my legs, at my thighs, thinking that I haven’t lost any weight, that the scale has been deceiving me, that it is everybody’s intention to get me fatter and fatter.  Is this irrational? Yes, a bit, but I can’t control myself enough to stop letting these thoughts affect me.  

1. Gain at least 10 pounds

or 

2. Lose a bit of weight/maintain and have a very sore throat.

#my mom is shoving food down my throat

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This blog will continue and to those followers who have stuck with me - thank you - it will now become solely a weight-loss blog, while the other will be my more personal blog (college and the general life of an 18-year old girl). Feel free to followww

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